CRAPPY CRAP.

i never thought that i would have a tragic love story.
the scenes that i never thought i would have.
the words that i've only heard in movies.
the actions that's sweet but crap.

why is it that i must have this tragic fairytale.?
where in fact, i gave my best.
it hurts, yes. it really do..

is this a requirement.?
he loves me and i love him more,
but he's afraid of commitment.

and if that's the real case,
i could just accept that fact.

but what's harder is knowing that,
he could have each and every commitment in every girl he knew.
ANY girl.
except me. :(
he's..... he's only making his own fucking reason for him....
cause in reality,
he really don't want to have me.. *sigh.